life?

has a way of working in some shitty shitty ways. it does make you wonder if everything was and is all set up exactly to run this way. or is it the way we treat the world, the people in it and the force of mother nature that determines our fortune. but then some things happen that are so so unfair that you wonder how the earth can let it happen to us, to them, to him. you never think, and you never worry, and then you feel your community and your extended family come together. but then you get scared that it will never be the same again.